Acceptance.

I'm... slowly learning to accept the change in my life. It's scary but endurable..

It's not like I can twist the hands of Father clock and go back in time anyway so I may as well.. accept. Be content.

I really am trying. 

I have to thank the teacher for basically making 2014 a turning point in my life by doing what she did. Now I have no one to hold me back, I have someone who accepts my weirdness and sometimes manages to push me out of my shell, I have a new title I have to embrace and a new perspective on high school. 

What turned out to be a nightmare has eventually transformed into this wonderful, beautiful, incredible dream I wouldn't want to wake up from.