- I have an mpu exam this coming Friday but I don't really want to study for it because it's not worth it and my course work will probably be enough to let me pass anyway.
- My 20th birthday is coming soon! It'll be time to say goodbye to my 1x years and welcome my 2x years, I'll try to enjoy my 20s before my 30s arrive.
- To be honest, December 2017 and the past week have been really rough for me. I've been depressed almost every week but I'm trying to cope with it by buying stuff on impulse. The night after Jonghyun ( R.I.P ) left, I decided on a whim to buy temporary tattoos because I couldn't handle the pain of it all. I was depressed even before the news and after that was just... rough. Anyway, fate tried to stop me from buying the tattoos because I had a problem with payment and the debit card's website being closed for maintenance until 12 am but I persisted and eventually bought it at 1 am. The tattoos are now sitting in my cupboard.
- Also related to my impulse buying habit, my aunt gave each of us RM100 to buy ourselves Christmas presents and I haven't used mine yet. I'm thinking of buying Infinite's new album tonight because it's been I think, 5(?) years since I bought their Paradise Repackaged Album ( which at the time cost me around RM50 but now it's RM180??? ). I have people around me saying "oh what's the use of buying albums in this day and age" but like, there's something special about owning a physical version of the songs of the group you love. Not trying to shade GD or anything but I'd much rather have an album that I can flip through without having to turn on my laptop and plug in the USB. Most of the time, I don't have the mood to go on my laptop when I'm depressed.
- I miss my college's computer lab. #BringBackTheCompLabB*C2018
- I really want to pierce my ears for some reason. And it's been 2 years doc, when can I take off my braces? I miss seeing my teeth without them.
- Wanted to try wearing contacts for a change but my right eye's astigmatism is too high so it's quite blurry. I don't think I'll be able to wear them often because it's so inconvenient to have a blurry eye. Maybe I shouldn't wear contacts... Or maybe I should just buy daily ones?
That's it for now! I still have to study for MPU so I'll just end the post here.
Here's to a better year and hopefully 2018 will get me out of the funk I've been in for the past month.
Oh and I'm still going for piano lessons by the way. I don't know how long I'll last but we'll see. My teacher keeps pushing me to perform and I kind of messed up the last performance but it wasn't as bad as the last one, hehe.
Till the next post, bye!
.jpeg)
Posts
0 comments:
Post a Comment